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Kyun har baar tumhey dekhkar yeh ehsaas huya karta hai un palon ko yaad karte karte har lamha tum sa lagta hai Par jab bhi chehra tumhara saamney aaya harr baaar yehi hai paya ki tumney kabhi nahi chaha kissi aur ko chaha hai toh sirf apne aap ko
ek ajab si ladki dekhi haatho may lekar dil chalti thi pata na tha dena kisko hai jo milta ussey de deti aksar hota uske saath yehi poocha maine jo naam uska hans ka boli dil hoon uska, jo har pal muskurati hai par naam nahi pata hai uska jo har dum dil baanti hai
pehlu may har shaam ka nazara kuch haseen hota hai aankhn ki chamak ka ujala kuch aur hota hai har umar ke pehlu may waqt ka ehsaas naya hota hai chalo unn sabhi lamho ko samet kar ek naya daur shuru kare jahan na ho koi deewar mazhab ki, aur naa ho koi aashiyan bina pyaar ka
guzara lamha tham gaya hota, waqt ke rehte jo chaha mil gaya hota na sochtey zindagi bharr hum ab saath unka garr mil gaya hota zindagi ka har lamha jee liya hota aaj bhi jab shakon se paton ko girtey dekhtein hain yehi mehsus kiya kartein hain woh lamhey bhi kya lamhey the jinko hum saath saath bita diya kartey the aaj bhi jab yaad aatey hain wooh pal toh aankhon may halki si muskurat ghir aati hai loog kehtein hain yeh muskurahat nahi kyunki aakhein zindagi ki nami bayan kar jaati hai kabhi janane nahi diya unko haal e dil apna aksar ek kone may dekha kiya kartey the aaj bhi hum dekhtein hain unko par dekhney ka andaz badal liya hai humney masumiyat ke wooh nishan ap chehre par tumhare dikhtein nahi kya itne saalon main kabhi tum un lamho ko yaad karke hansey nahi hansi jaise kahin dab gayi hai lekin lakeeron ne saath abhi chhoda nahi hai kabhi un lamho ko yaad kar lena jo aksar hum saath bitaya kartey the shayad un yaadon se daman tuhara phir bharr jaaye aur inhi yaadon se tum baha...
kai dino se dekha nahi aasma ko muskurate kai dino se dekha nahi ussey aakhon se paani barsaatey.. kai dino se mehsus nahi kiya tumhare narm bahon ka ghera kai dino se fela nahi tumhari chahton ka mela kai dino se huya nahi mera tumhara aamna saama kai dino se badha bhi toh nahi humari baaton ka silsila kyun kuch dino ka fasla ban gaya kai dino ka har pal tab lagta tha barso bhar ab har baras lagta hai pal bhar kuch oth humey chahton ne mara kuch baaton ne aur jo hum bachey the unhey tumhari judai ne mara..
jab bhi socha tumhare baare may labon par haasi aa jaati hai kasur yeh humara toh nahi asar yeh tumhari aankhon/baaton ka hai

ek ehsaas

halki si tumhari hasi jaado kuch aisa karti hai na jaane kitni anchahi anjaani baatein keh deti hai.. Kyun hota hai aisa aksar yeh mere saath hi dhadkane tham jaati hai humari tumhare atey hi... kehna chaho jab bhi apna haal e dil humse, bus muskurakar thaam lena humara haath yeh... aur jo kabhi keh na paao humse haal e dil apna.. bus aankhein apni bandh kar lena paaogey paas apne
khwabom may hasraton ka aasman mila gaya , jaane kis ghadi may saath tumhara mil gaya zusztju thi dekhne ki aapko sach ho gaya chahey sapna may hi kyun na ho.....
faslon se duri ka ehsaas kum nahi hota yeh toh izhaare mohabat ka andaz naya hai
umar kwahishon ki yuh badhne lagi pata na tha zikra karne se aarso paane ki kum ho jaayegi samajh aaya jab apni khwahishon ko tumhare daman may dum thodte dekha
aksar har mdoh par tumhe dekhne ki adat ho chali hai, har modh par lagta hai tumne aawaz di hogi
zuban se izhar gar itna aasan hota, mohabat ke mayne samajhna itna mushkil na hota
aasma se dur shayad hoga koi aashiya, aksar suna hai logon ko makano ki baatein karte
baarish ki boondein cham se jo padhi zameen par, jeevan naya mil gaya ho jaise kisiko.. tapti zameen ek tak aakhein beechaye baithi , aasma ki ore dekhne lagi thi, chah rahi thi kuch boonde gire uspar, ho jaaye phir se meharbaan koi uss par... Thandi hawa ka jhonka le hi aaya paigam baarish ka, aur kuch hi palon may boondon ne bana diya sama khushi ka, aahista-2 padthi huyi baarish ki yeh boondein, kuch kehna toh chahtin hongi, par kya kabhi inki aawaz kisi ne sunni bhi hogi??? khidkiyon ka woh baar baar khulna, baar baar bandh hona..chidhiyon ka woh chechana, bheeg kar thodha sa seham jana.. miti ki khusbhoo se poora mausam badal jana, mann chahey thodhi si chai aur kuch garma garam pakodo ka kitchen se aana.. par haay yeh baarish.... mauka toh de bahar jaane ka , kuch saaman laane ka, tabhi toh maja aayega khidki ke paas baith, inn baarish ki boondon, hawa ke jhokon aur pakodon ka maja uthana..
Peechey se aawaz jo aayi,mudhkar dekha, dikhayi di parchayi, Socha thodhi dur chaltey-2, kya humse alag hai humari parchayi??, agar dono nahi hain alag, toh yeh aawaz kisne hai lagai?, garr hoti humse alag toh zindagi ke safar may har din rooti parchahyi, hastein huye saare ghum, pareshaniyan jaane detey uske saath, befikar hotey hum aur marti har din parchayi
har baat se ek baat banegi, har bat se ek baat chalegi, baaton baton may zindagi ke raftar banegi kuch masley suljheinge,kuch masley banengey, baaton baaton may mohabat ghategi, chalo inn baaton ko yahin khatam karen, milkar inn baaton ki uljhan ko dur karein, muskura do tum thodha, musukar dein hum thoda, issi muskurahat se zindagi ki har raat kategi...
Shaam ka Suraj Dhal jaayega, KAl ek naya savera laayega, Aasha ki kiran se chamkega aasma, hogi apni thodi si zami thoda sa aasma Kuch nayi khushiyan hongi, kuch naye waade honge, Kuch naye hoslein honge, kuch nayeirade honge, har ek lamhe may hoga ek naya savera, jo phir hoga kal humara jab, Shaam ka suraj dhal jayega Kal ek naya savera layega
aankhein dhoondh rahi thi jinko woh aksar humare aas paas hi raha kartey thee... pata na chala kabhi bhi unka yeh asar, samajh aaya jab jikra huya unka humare saamne..
zindagi ka har pehloo rangeen hone laga hai, har lamha ab khushgawar lagne laga hai, lagta hai khushiyon ne daman humara thaam liya hai, ab jaane na dengein issey , isliye issey chahton ke rishton may baandh liya hai.
Khwahishon ke dayre badhne lage hain, Kuch chahne se pehle sochne lage hain, lagta hai yeh dayre simat na jaaye, isliye umeedon ke aasman se darne lage hain.
khushbuon ka daman, khushiyan batorney laga tha kuch ehsaas in dayron may aakar rukh gaye, kuch faslein taye kar ke nikal gaye kya kehtein un lamhon se jo inhey apney daman may samety huye tha ghabra kar rukh gaye , kahin daman bikhar na jaey aur khushiyon ka woh savera haathon se na nikal jaaye ghabrahat may yeh na jaan paye ki humara toh sirf khusbho se nata tha na khushiyon ka saath mila na kabhi kissi ka daman mila (words are scattered pls help them bind)
keh detein ki mohabat hai unmse, kitna aasa yeh safar hota na karna hota intezaar unka , tasveer se unki zindagi kat gayi hoti...
chupana chahton ko gar itna aasan hota na hoti kahaniyan unki jinka sabab sirf izhare mohabat hota
aakhon kji nami kuch dekhne hi nahi deti kaise pata chale haal e dil tumhara kya hai
hasraton ka khulla aasman chahtein batorney laga tha achanak dastak huyi, aaya koi jo kar gaya chahteon ki hasraton ko puri
bediyon se bandhi zindagi ka dard uthathey -2 bhool gaye khule aasma may udhna ka safar hota kya hai hota kya hai unn hatheylion par hona jinka sabab hota hai sirf mohabat karna
samajh na sakey the apne aap se shikayat kyun ho rahi hai samajh gaye jab aapka dard chehre par dekh liya
kitab ke har panne par likha har woh akshar, mujhey seekha gaya ki khushyan kya hai par agar seekha deti woh kitaab ki zindagi ka asli maksad kya hai toh kuch pal ke liye thodha aur khush ho lete..
zindagi ke falsafon may na jaane kya padh gaye, ghum aur khushi ke darmiya faslein kum ho gaye, aksar yeh soch may padh jata hai dil, kya itna aasan hai dono pehluyon may beetana zindagi ka har din...
chupp rehkar bol dena, naa chahkar bhi keh dena baaton -2 may dil ki tamanayon ka izhar kar dena aankhon -2 may pyar ka paigam de dena.. kuch jana pehchana sa toh hai.. par shayad yeh ehsaas unke liye hai .. jo aksar mohabat ki baatein kiya kartein hain..
khushiyon ko aksar dur hi paaya humney, jab chaha usske paas aana, yun ho gayi zindagi se woh gayab maano band muthi may thi reth aur khultey hi khali ho gayi...
Socha hai aksar zindagi may kyun na paa paye woh zindagi jo hamesha se rubar-roo kara deti humey apne aap se jawab yehi aata hai mere saamneyhamesha..kyun na samajh paaye uss aks ko jo aksar tumhare aas paas hi rehta hai..
kuch dair chaley, kuch fasleon par kadam ruk gaye chahteoh kay har pehloon may yeh aksar mukaam aata hai.. thodha ruk kar hasna aur kabhi faslon ko mita kar ronna padhta hai..
uljhano may seemat kar reh jayi hai zindagi, kitni shiddat se hum chehre ki lakeeron ko janna kartey thee, aaj jab khud par lakeeron ne apna jamaya hai pehra, toh soch may padh gaye ki matlab kya hai inka..
ulfat na hoti na hoti shikayat zindagi na hoti na hoti shararat shiddat na hoti na hoti mohabbat.. kaise keh paatey na hote tum na hoti..(find me a word)
kuch tamanaoyn ne kuch hastaron ne kabhi deewnagi ne kabhi chahton ne mujhko aisa bandha, na jaan paye kya hota hai woh pehlu jise loog zindagi kaha kartein hain.
dabey dabey se pairon ke nishan aksar yeh ehsaas dila jaatein hain ki zindagi may zaruri nahi ki sahil miley bus kinaron ka saath zarur miley
bandh mutthi may jee letein hai zindagi ki saari khushiyan kuch loog nahi jaan patey ki khula aasma kya hai mil bhi jaata khula aasma, toh kya wakai may zindagi ko naya roop de paatey woh loog... woh phir bhi yahi maantey ki saari duniya ka basera hai yahan .. bus yahi hai aashiyana mera aur khush ho lete....
aksar yeh halat huya kartein hain kuch tum hum may aur kuch hum tum may yeh paya kartein hain yeh kaun si kashish hai jo har baar laati hain dono ko kareeb waqt thehar jaata hai inhi lamhon ke beech
pairon ki halki si aahat maano khul gaya khushiyon ka jahan tumharey aatey hi mehsus huya ki ab aayega jeene ka maza
Har pehlu ka ek aur pehlu hota hai jaan jaatey uss dusare pehlu ko hum toh aapna pehlu hi badal chukey hotey
hum chale thee saath saath, na jaane kab chutha haath unke daaman se jaisi hi muthi kholi, khade thee khali haath, mano na kabhi tha daaman unka aur na kabhi tha saath
uljhanon may yun simat gayi hai zindagi, kuch hosh hi nahi hai kahan le jaa rahi hai zindagi, kuch khabar toh ho maayne iske varna be matlab si reh jaayegi zindagi
aakhon se yun baatein ho rahin hain, shabd ghum hai ,kuch baat zarur hai ismay, jo in faaslon ko mita raha hai.
chahtein badhti jaayengi, socha na tha kabhi aashiki rang laayegi par hawa yun chali jo kar gayi deewana keh na paya kuch bhi parwana

shayari

Nigahein aapki pehchan hain humari, muskurahat aapki shaani hai humari, rakh karo apna khayal kyunki saansein aapki jaan hai humari Hawa kuch kehte hue mujhse yun takrayi , mano bechada hua pyar kahin mil gaya ho raat ki chandni kehti hai mujhe unka pata toh batati ja, kisse punchun rehtein hai kahan itna karam toh karti ja rangon may yun ghul gaya sama chahton ke mausam may is kadar mil gaya sansar dil ki dhadkan keh hiuthi kaun kar gaya is mahol ko rangeen tamanao ke aangan may umeed ki ho kiran aur chalta rahe ashaon ka safar/karwan kb na pal ye thame jo de gaya hume dosti ka yeh pal chup reh kar bhi bahut kuch keh deti hai aankhen kambhakt kya karun reh reh kar bayan har jazbat kar deti hai yeh aakhein aasan gar jo hota kb dil may jagah banai hi na hoti ek baar nafart se dekh hi liya hota pyar ka ehsaas jaga na hua hota Mausiki ka khumar mujh par kuch aisa chadha na pata kab subah se shaam ho gayi Bhul jaon tumhe yeh mumkin nahi yaad rakhun tumhe yeh aasan nahi karun kya e dil bata...